11:55 AM, Saturday, June 27, 2009
last post for awhile x.x

last post for awhile. going to leave it dead after this le. next time then come back revive it. x.x

what happened so far (from start of hols)

8th - 11th June
NPCC Bintan trip.

well, it was fun! miss the people there. the 4 HODs got a bunk to ourselves. :D edwin sir and mr lam took some... photos. *cough cough* >.<

1st day went orphanage and got bullied. Calvin took the most damage. haha..
1st activity after reaching the site was kayaking.

2nd day kayaked to the island, and had 1st campfire. a bit... dead. nvm... 1st day of interview... slept on the sand. haha... life jackets as pillow.

3rd day jumped sea (._.) and... err... fell asleep on top deck of ship, causing a very dark me. lol.. had flying fox into sea.. lol. marcus shouted 'nothing to everything', which we heard as... *cnt post. haha... *
final interview and discussion :D had the whole upperdeck bed to myself as no one else wanted it. i think Jared din sleep the night. :P

4th day: debrief... and helped james finish the 600 he owe edwin sir. lol... Feng Ru had a tough time.. x.x 20 for 1st interviewees. 20 for finalist. 20 for log head. 12 for helping James finish, 20 for previlliges, and .... some more for HOD. i think. the numbers not sure lah.. haha.. went back to the orphanage, and home!


NRC
1st day and we crapped up. lol... Wei Zi sir told the camp to 'act as a squad'
some guy nvr bring sch socks for PT kit. all wear black socks. lol...
but overall was fun. really acted as a squad. james kena 30 whole squad do with him. but u all thanks lor... i kena 10 no1 do with me. -.-"
Jack's obstacle course was fun...
"this, is how you turn shit into gold" lol.. cnt get that out of my head.

thats all for NPCC.. i think. might have misses out somethings. ATC/STC cancelled.. or i would be in Ubin now... or maybe on way back le.

sigh... back to ISPL... T.T

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7:26 PM, Wednesday, May 13, 2009
exams...

last paper tomorrow. haha... chem P1. sian... all the projects are back... >.<

papers went well. mostly knew most things, some unknown here and there, but i guess its ok... physics paper 1 got 29/40. sian!!!! T.T mr quek gave us answer today right after taking it. LOL! a little careless here and there...

wow... what have i done to offend u? if i did, i dont mean it... u seems to hate me alot >.< nevermind... sorry..

hm.. problemssssss.. so many... haha...

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10:40 PM, Saturday, April 11, 2009
i dont know...

i dont know...

im posting... but i cnt say what i want to say...
i dont know what im feeling..
i dont know what to do...
i dont know how to continue...
i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i dont know...i i dont know...

nothing ever goes right. nothing ever goes as planned (though this is expected). never is there a correct time and place... never comes the correct situation.

i want to be busy...i dont wanna plan... i want to do everything i can. i want to make myself so busy i have no spare time to think. i want to make myself so tired i collapse on my bed the second i finish doing all im supposed to.. i wish there are more physical activities..... i wish to chiong all CIP projects i can lay my hands on... i wish to work myself to death... i wanna laugh without a care... i wanna just have fun and not think...

i think tomorrow if i visit my blog again i will want to delete this post. i think i will regret typing all this. x.x

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6:33 PM, Saturday, March 28, 2009
summary

just to revive my blog a little...

many things have happened within the month.(the same month where i did not blog...)

PVC2. (well, thats the one i remember most clearly...^.^)
joined PVC2, the first day changed my life, the second day more or less change the way i think. (the 1st day was not part of PVC2 event. ^.^)

march camp.
screwed up. but its passable. just a borderline pass.... to me. to the CIs, maybe its a fail...
(last day) know our post... yea.. happy...

1st master parade and closing parade.
screwed up too... T.T

tats bout it.

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7:43 PM, Tuesday, February 24, 2009
something (test)

ok. i updated something. haha...

ok lame.

4 papers gone! last 1 to go (unless you count my bio test, which i cannot find mr syam again today...) geog + SS tomorrow. SS confident already. geog... sigh.. head bursted!!! T.T

wanted to update bout geog, but then realised it would POLLUTE my blog. haha! (geddit? pollute? geog? ok nevermind)

yesterday's paper was maths and chinese. maths i got 32/40 (mdm yeo the speed marker! o.0!) and chinese... lets continue to hope xie lao shi will take his time. haha... chinese no hope 1.

today's paper (Science and english) was quite easy! haha! science almost did not finish in time. last few minutes finished the 2 papers. sure got careless 1. rushed during chemistry paper. somewhat did both together at the end. lol...

english was ok. but the words some abit chim. then need infer like mad. T.T

tomorrow's test... should be ok ba... lol... regret not taking history already. was testing then history ( although i don't take the subject) and now i can remember every single thing already... lol...

brain still empty of geog... haha! need chiong study alr!

so tired...

sleepp...
zzz....
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5:29 PM, Monday, February 9, 2009
Random stuff

well, some really post. haha...

was reading a wrinkle in time few days back, and it reminded me of something I thought of after learning that all living things need oxygen and water to survive. I was thinking: how do they know all living things need oxygen and water? ok. maybe this is true to all living creatures who live on Earth. and they are searching for life on other planets.

how can they be so sure that those beings also need oxygen and water? maybe (if they exist,) they have evolved to take in carbon dioxide to survive instead? or even that they might not need any substances to survive. WTH?! why do human always think that we are the most superior beings? for all we know, maybe snails or monkeys or cats or dogs have higher intelligence than us. maybe they are so clever, they are able to hide every part of their cleverness from us.(somehow...)

maybe for all we know, cells are all small creatures which controls everything that happens! or maybe cell is not a living thing. or cells are controlled by something else, but they still are the main thing?

From the Biology textbook, the 1 about cells that are very very huge. I think that it is possible. the most, the cell have empty tubes that leads directly to the nucleus, so that it can recieve enought substances.

speaking of Biology, I failed the test... T.T basically got confused with hypertonic and hypotonic. If that was done correctly, I am quite confident that I will get at least a pass. passed my latest maths test... by -1 mark. sigh... looking forward to physics tomorrow. quite confident that I will pass with not a bad mark. but... I cannot be certain. At least got hope. haha... Later fail I might cry in class.. LOL!

Timothy took part in the "my air time" or something like that competition. His prepared speech was about dreams. he says that dreams are flashbacks of what we learn. and if we are woken from the dream, our memory of the thing we learnt will be very limited. what do teachers have to learn here?

BLOODY WELL NOT WAKE US UP IF WE SLEEP IN CLASS!!!!!

!haha!

anyway, then what causes nightmares? looking at James too long? haha... kidding...

shall end here now... or I will continue ranting on and on about topics totally irrelevant to whatever I started with. before I go, Tim and co. loves to use no link. right? sometimes, we just need something to bridge the points to form links! haha.. alright. going.

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7:09 PM, Monday, February 2, 2009
quiz (2)

Name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions till you've named the 20 people.(this is in random order)
At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
1.James Ng
2.Christina Lee
3.Chiang Wei Zhi
4.Yup Wei Zi
5.Tan Wen Ting
6.Gavin Ang
7.Calvin Goh
8.Marcus Sim
9.Mr. Lam (cherng yang)
10.Tan Si Ying
11.Terence Yew
12.Cao Qian
13.Kim Chhun Hay
14.Om Ee Joo
15.Tan Xun Yi
16.Huang De Hua
17.Timothy Tay<-- i think (sensodyne)
18.Chia Siu Yi
19.Yeow Xue Ting
20.Ms. Ng (Soo Ling)
How did you meet #14?
(ee joo) School... sec1

What would you do if you didn't meet #1?
(James) I will be happy, overjoyed, etc,etc.

What if #9 and #20 dated?
(Mr Lam & Ms Ng) o.0! weird. NPCC and GG merger. lol...

Will #6 and #17 date?
(Gavin & Timothy) LOL! never know Timothy was gay... haha~!

describe #3.
(Wei Zhi) Crazy, Random (green apple green tea), clever...

#8 attractive?
(Marcus) yea. very attrective. im gay... haha!

Describe #7
(Calvin) Lame! -.-"

Know of any #12 family members?
(Cao Qian) nope!

What if #18 confesses to you that he likes you?
(Siu Yi) I'll freak out. never heard of someone liking their grandfather (in the way the question means)

What language does #15 speaks?
(Xun Yi) Chinese, English, Singlish

Who is #9 going out with?
(Mr Lam) i would also like to know... hm.. haha..

How old is #16?
(De Hua)14 (your birthday not over yet right?)

When is the last time you spoke to #13?
(Chhun Hay) just now in school? lol...

Who is #2 favourite band / singer?
(Christina) all i know is: definitely not chinese.

Would you ever date #4?
(Wei Zi) yea very likely -.-" date a Sir... not bad

Would you ever date #1?
(James) Its better to kill me.

What's #10 last name?
(Si Ying) Tan? lol.. or Si Ying? (not very good with names)

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
(Terence) already dating him. LOL! (why all this type of questions requires me to be gay if the answer is yes?)

School of #3?
(wei zhi)Bukit Batok Secondary School

Where does #6 live?
(Gavin)Erm... somewhere in Hillview i think.

What are your favourite things about #5?
(Wen Ting) erm? list too long.

Have you seen #2 naked?
(Christina) No. lol...

th 5 ppl tagged for quiz:
-Wei Zhi
-Wen Ting
-Chirstina
-Wei Zi
-Anyone else who reads this

lol...

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8:25 PM, Sunday, February 1, 2009
damned quiz again

1. Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name.
-E... EE-diotic (preparing to fail english.)

2. Who are you missing right now?
someone -.-"


3. Your ex shows up randomly at your house , what do you say?
-I have an ex? weird. never knew

4. How many bedrooms are in your house?
-3

5. Is there a reason for your profile song?
-sounds nice.


6. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
-who is that? and: I don't think so... oh wait. talking to Wei Zhi now. then: no.


7. Who was your last text message from?
-Jun Wei


8. What time did you wake up this morning?
-7.30+-am


9. If someone liked you right now , would you want them to tell you?
-depends... who is that someone?


10. Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?
-can't remember the last time I said that


11. Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
-same gender or opposite? lol... and yea.. should be ok ba...


12. What is wrong with you now?
-everything.

13. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
-how would i know. i'm not so far sighted


14. Would you kiss someone to make your ex bf/gf mad?
-again, I don't have an ex. and even if i do: no.


15. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
-should be ba...

16. Do you use T9 , word or abc?
-T9.used to use abc. lol..


17. Do you tell your mum everything?
-i nv told her anything much


18. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
-myself


19. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
-no


20.Who can you trust?
-true friends...


21. Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kissed?
-how would i know... stupid question to ask me. lol...

22. How Did You Feel When You Woke Up This Morning?
-damned nose. come back... stop running...


23. Who Was The Last Person You Took A Picture Of?
-erm.. FISH! fish zinger to be exact!
^^

24. Would You Consider Yourself To Be Spoiled?
-no


25. Would You Ever Donate Blood?
-no! T.T i'm scared of the needle


26. Have You Ever Had A Best Friend Who Was Of The Opposite Sex?
-yes

27. Do You Want Someone Dead?

-can i not answer? but its obvious enough...

28. What Does Your Last Text Message Say?

-sent or recieved?
sent:E maths. A maths the hmwk still need finish.
received:(the very last 1 was too long and in chi, so the 2nd last will do)kk thx

29. What Are You Thinking Right Now?
-stupid quiz. stupid english compo. THANK YOU wei zhi for the compo inspiration! why am i talking to myself? weird. shall stop here or it will be endless.

30. Do You Wish Someone Was With You Right Now?
-maybe...

31. What Time Did You Go To Sleep Last Night?
-1am+-

32.Where Did You Buy The Shirt You're Wearing Now?
-I think my mum bought it. never buy my own clothes... haha..

33. Is Someone On Your Mind Right Now?
-not really. but after reading the question yes. stupid type of question

34. Who Was The Last Person To Text You?
-Jun Wei

The 9 people you just tagged:
1.Christina (though i know u never do quizes)
2.Wei Zhi (though u just did it.)
3.Wei Zi (will you do it?)
4.Wen Ting (free to do?)
5.Si Ying (can't think of names liao...)
6.Xue Ting (any more names?)
7.Anisah (really no names liao...)
8.Ee Joo (1more to go...)
9.Reena (ok.. done.)


15.Who Is The Number 2 Having A Relationship With?
-Wei Zhi? no one?

16. Is 3 A Male Or A Female?
-wei zi... male.

17. What Is Number 1 Studying About?
-(christina:everthing? how i know? always so pro 1...

18. When Was The Last Time You Had A Chat With Them?
1 - ytd
2 - today!
3 - ytd (counted as chat meh?)
4 - 2 days ago...
5 - last friday in school?
6 & 7 - long ago
8 - 1 text msg counted? if yes then juz now.
9 - long long ago

19.Is Number 4 Single?
-wen ting...erm.. i dono? should be ba... are you?

20.Say Something About Number 2.
-Wei zhi? erm... random!

21. What Do You Think About Number 3 And 6 Being Together?
-ouch... Sir + xue ting? don think they even talked before! lol..

22. Describe Number 9.
-(reena) (still damn u for the fashion show thingy. (but was quite nice..)) high (as in mood)

23. What Will You Do If Number 2 And 3 Fights?
-GG Wei Zhi. don't think u can win my sir. (pretend i did not see. if side wei zhi sir kill me. if side sir wei zhi kill me. don interfere better)

good. i finish my quiz.

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9:17 PM, Thursday, January 29, 2009
test

damnit. failed 2/3 of the test this year.

... out of 3 test.
failed chemistry with a 8/25
and maths with 12/30

the only test I passed is maths diagnostic test. zzz...
when get back A maths test sure will make my fail fraction 3/4 T.T
hope will not. very very slim hope. haha....

must work harder!!! I actually studied for test ok! OMG....

looking forward to physics test. confirm let me have 1 more test that pass! haha...

Chem fail cause of the special chemicals. damnit!! I balance till so nice lor! T.T

maths... sigh... don understand what she teaching... have to go find her 1 day. don't know which day... will try not to push the date further and further...

cannot fail any more!!!

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9:08 PM, Monday, January 19, 2009

updating, as requested by Calvin Goh Jun Kiat(AKA gollum, colgate, styx, and alot more....)

Project R.I.C.E.

went for all four days, so abit difficult to post everything now, as I still haven't finish homework. I shall just upload some pictures and describe them. 1st 2 days not much.


1st day of project rice. distributing flyers


the bag of rice burst while packing... had hell trying to put it back.


strategic defence point. LOL! look at how much rice was packed that night.


view 2


look at the prawns on her plate... from everyone at the table. haha!


Mr Lee would have something to say about this...

Gavin and the others eating...



nice scenery isn't it?


团圆饭, with only 饭.


weird rice.

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3:28 PM, Wednesday, January 7, 2009
1st 3 days of school

zzz... always happen. I was just reviewing what I wanted to post in school just now (after school of course! school time too busy with the stock market liao. haha...) i will just post as much as I can remember then.

1st day (Monday, 5 jan 2009),

went to school sian sian-ly with Justin. 1st (or 2nd whatever) day of school and still in holiday mood. Glad to see 2E1'08 still seated together in the canteen. went Hall to assemble (why in the world did the school install the air-con if they are not going to turn it on?!) then went back SOP room (05-04!) for workshops.. bored to death for the whole day to 4.30pm. 3rd (or is it 4th) leadership workshop we have attended. almost same content. so not much.

went home with Justin and Wei Qun after school. we took different routes and in the end i decided to walk home. took me 45minutes and i'm eager to try it out again. anyone up for it?

2nd day (Tuesday, 6 jan 2009)

workshop again... public speaking. not much. boring. then sculpture walk. our guide, Mr Anand, is a replica of 1 of our school teacher. zzz... talk talk talk talk talk. then smile and talk some more. scold people smile. zzz... went back school after that and missed 3 buses because I took the same route as Justin the previous day. WTF!!!

3rd day (Wednesday 7 jan 2009)

financial literacy. not too bad today.. played the game and found my cheat code. (the previous day I asked Terence: this is a game, then got cheat code a not?) today, I found it. haha! during the 2nd game, I was the richest unemployed person in the game. lol.. (buy shares. you earn like mad) and the 2nd game the teacher opened free market. can trade within players. that's where the cheat code (glitch) was. we traded all our money to Terence for a few atoms of oxygen from him and we were the group which had the most amount of money! HAHAHA....

then when we went home, the bus came. Calvin was already so near (about 2 seconds away) and we told the bus driver to wait for him. that bloody bus driver just closed the door and drove away. (profanities comes out all the way here) then an idiot behind said that they had to go to work. WTF?! if you cannot wait for 2 seconds, then don't bother taking the bus lah! go take a jet or something.

a message to the bus driver. the next time I see you you better be careful. did not take your number down today. does not mean that I will not complain in the future. curse you. hope you get sacked and be in a terrible state soon.

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3:56 PM, Saturday, January 3, 2009
1st day of school

sorry for posting late.

came back from NPCC yesterday and after showering, eating, almost decided to sleep at 7.30pm. decided against it in the end and tried keeping awake by using com. after turning it off fell asleep almost instantly. haha...

school:
the new school campus is... ok lah... just very certain I will get lost. sigh... looked at timetable and realised A and E maths are back to back, same teacher. T.T sure fall asleep 1. ms Tay teach I can sleep liao. mdm yeo teach... GG-fied.

find the classmates ok.. for now. haven't mark anyone, and hope I don't have to. (except... James... T.T I will endure this 2 year... just 2 more.. haha.. kidding)

decided I will study hard this year. (I never had this thought, and now I decided on it. I mean it. thou still thinking if I should put NPCC higher priority or study. hmm.. who cares)

1st day of school and felt.. quite busy already. wonder how the rest will be like. (and wonders if I can remember all the rooms in supposed to go to..)

NPCC:
had NPCC(as mentioned above) on Friday. packed and cleaned NP room. still feel the sec3s not putting in enough effort. but compared to the last time I seen my squad mates is A LOT better. ^^ nearly there!

joked with Joseph Sir while cleaning the room. very fun.

some crazy people started something bout green cake. funny joke. haha...

attendance better.

haha... that's bout it. is there more I should put? U ask I put.